the abby

As some of you may know, i had the opportunity to go on a 5-day personal retreat to The Abby at Gethsamani in Trappist, KY. They observe silence most of the time as a chance to deeply reflect and to more easily commune and pray to God. It was a simple, yet deeply beautiful place. It was good and strange to be alone with almost no time constraints (except meals).

I took long walks on the grounds, found a huge grassy hill that was warm and sunny the first day and just lay down in the grass and let the sun warm me and the breeze flow over my skin and rustle the long grass all around me. When I opened my eyes, my head was turned to the side. All I could see was long grass dancing in the wind with deep blue sky behind it. I purposely didn't bring my camera the first day so I could focus on "being" not doing. I wish I had my camera at that moment, but the image was so vivid, I hope I'll never forget it.

I read and wrote a lot in my journal. There were a lot of places to sit and reflect and a lot of beautiful scenery. Here's a link to an album on flickr.

For those who long for a taste of this sort of experience, let me encourage you: go for it. Even for a day or two. The drive was lovely and the experience will awaken your soul, if you let it. I have the best husband in the world, for making space and supporting me so generously. Thank you also to my amazing sister-in-law who kept all 3 kids and shuttled everyone to and from school, made lunches and helped with homework. It was a relief knowing they were in such good hands.

If you don't mind, I'll share a bit more in the next couple of days.

Grace and peace.

Holding the Stillness

these simple images captured me yesterday as the evening sun was pouring through my kitchen windows. i took a break from dinner preparation and eating to capture the light. seeing the images makes me want to hold still and listen. to breathe and really see. to take in the moment. even with children and sound swirling all around. we can still hold the stillness and find rest.

The Little Things

Our spring break is winding down. We planned on a week doing things around the house and around the city. We didn't plan on fevers and coughs that have lasted all week and spread to two kids and one husband. We've been inside most of the week with some short dashes to the store or other errands.

Yesterday evening brought a much-needed walk for D, E, and me. The sun felt so good, the light was beautiful and nature was bursting with life and color. E took a clip board and pencil to sketch nature as she saw it. She does this often at school and I marvel at her observation skills and confidence. D found all kinds of treasures for me to hold. The frequent pauses were perfect for a curious 2 year-old. Here are some images from our time together:




When we got home, I couldn't help but notice how the sun held this newly planted terra cotta pot in my window.


Wishing you wonder and health and joy this week.